Redivivus

Credulous, I was, to fall into traps unknown….
Put myself in peril….
My soul’s dead long back…I feel
Dead the day I was born….
Naïve, stupid…. Avoirdupois…
Kind, Caring…..Gentle…
Lost battles, won battles…
Happiness evanescent…
Sadness lasting…
Jejune, my will was…
My nebulous life, now mondegreen…
Rambunctious my way of living…
Lassitude leading to things many…

Came a standstill…

Loved …and spirit broke of mine…
Nowhere to ask….now of me

Lied did I to myself…
To others….
A pseudoecho….

Avarice for happiness reverberates I,
Through valleys of concrete…
Not heard…

Gloom stays near…

The panacea,I realize, is me…

Let go…
Let go...
And I shall…

Peregrination … I must

Coz ‘people’ around me, I avaunt..

Ask me not why I wrote this…
People who know seek none…

Life’s too short to be dp’d;

Memento vivere
ad astra et ardua per aspera

Redivivus….