What have I done?????

What have I done???????
Nothing..
What have I seen?
Nothing..
I don't know who bought me in this world...
nor my parents,nor the one they call "God"...
I don't know know my name...
I don't know my surname...
I haven't drunk tea...
nor have i drunk beer...
Never have I sat in a bus...
nor have I seen one...
Never seen a movie,
never heard any music...
Never had a haircut,
Never had a piercing...
I've never walked in my life....
nor have I run...
I've never held a toy,
nor have I seen one...
I've never played a game...
I've never gymmed...
I have never worn a tuxedo..
nor have I worn a suit...
I have never had a girlfriend...
But,I am not gay either...
I've never been depressed,
nor have I been happy...
I see nothingness in everything...
I've never cooked..
I've never washed my clothes.
I've never had anything sweet to eat...
nor have I got anything bitter...
I have never been to school...
I have never been to a temple,
nor a church,nor a mosque....
I have never sinned...
nor have I done anything good...
I have never spoken any Ill word...
nor have I thought of any...
I haven't seen anyone die...
nor have I seen anyone live...
I've never seen nature...
and I don't think nature has seen me...
Who am I then???
What am I???
Why am I???
Where am I???
Do you think I am a freak???
Do you think I am abnormal???
Do you think I am blind???

I am not blind my friend....
nor am I deaf and dumb...
well,my story ends now...
coz I see the person in white clothes...
standing by the light...
He's gonna come and take me...
take me to some one I've never seen...
O My...he's lifted me up!!!
what's that....I see many like me!!!!
Who are they???
Wait-a-minute...
I know who I am....
I am just born!

Where?

I started thinking...
Much to the dismay of my mind...
Here we go again,it said...
I wandered down the lonely road...
in the company of a million stars..
each one brighter,
but none dimmer...
the world felt fab...
I was high...
my drug was the beautiful night...
calm and serene...
Then...
someone screamed blue murder...
what was quiet was now chaos...
Felt I was back to Bedlam...
I was like a noisy mime....
Was there some parallel connection
of things i've never seen?
I was feeling ambivalent...
but how could I feel 'ambivalent'?
then I knew,
I was somewhere else,
somewhere other than here...
I saw below and I could see...
Powdered water...
Then...The silent noise grew louder...
it deafened me....yet I could hear
Screaming with utmost calmness,
I stopped it...
What happened to paradise I asked?
where was I now?????????????
Somewhat destroyed i felt....
I joined myself together...
trudging on through the beautiful road...
I realised...
no matter how aesthetic the road....
if u are almost dead,
It won't seem right
but somehow...
It seemed beautiful...
which told me
I won't die yet!
I ran,
I slogged,
I walked...
I came to the point...
where neither death nor life
could conquer me...
nor would I conquer them..
I had a choice...
Two paths....
dunno where they led...
I chose one....
I came out...
and I saw....


nothing!