Cogitating...as always!

Why??
Why is it that when things aren't goin my way,I tend to get pissed off a lot?
I know these are just temporary things,but the fact that I get annoyed over them makes me think and ponder.... What actually goes on our minds when faced with such situations?
We talk about not fearing death... But don't we all?
I recount an incident sometime back...I was not afraid of death then,and now too.
But my perspective towards not fearing death changed!
I was in a Bus and it was just approaching its stop..when it stopped at the signal,just a few metres away from the stop.
I alighted from the bus from the rear,and no sooner I got down than another Bus whooshed past me nearly missing my toes....
I wouldn't count it as a near death experience,but the fear at that moment...the moment when the bus passed by me..my heart pulsating..anything cud've happened!
That's when I had a different perspective towards Death... -Don't fear it..But don't tempt it either... like Fate...

The reason I stressed on this fact(sorry for being a bit dark...but had to provide an example!) ,is because of our outlook towards some things... mine included..
We know we have a certain attitude towards something... but how effective is that?are you thinking about it the right way?
agreed,there can be no 'proper' way of thinking or even having a correct answer to a subjective question...but still.... Are we asking ourselves the wrong questions at times?

The reason why I am frustrated over somethings,even though I know they are not worth it,has got me thinking....
I approach things with the right intention,but with a different mindset or a different way...
Time for ringing in Changes eh??