Feelings of thought...

Life really sucks big time sometimes, doesn’t it? I mean one day, you have a really great day at work, and the very next day, you have the worst.
The fact that you had the worst day ever, really makes you angry while returning home.
You start muttering things. People passing you by think you are demented. Beggars who come up to you are given a very cold [arctic!] stare. You go home, and there are things which don’t work out….You curse God…. You even abuse the devil…. You abuse urself for some reason.
But really, how the sudden transition from a good day to bad? Is it over confidence? I dunno…maybe…
What was it that you did today that made it bad? Did someone say something (as and often the case…) Maybe yes….What was said?
By now hope u have realized that I had a bad time at work the other day…
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Do you feel at times that U wanna just Run!
Not away from something or towards something….
But just run!!!
Not for a Marathon or for any competition…
Not for your girlfriend or for anyone else…
Not for any specific reason…. But yet, u wanna run..
Have you ever felt so??
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Sleep… man, is it good or what!!!
Sleep won’t be appreciated much by a lazy person…
Ask a person who works for 10-12 hours a day…Ask a person who travels everyday for work from Navi Mumbai to South Mumbai! Ask him, “Do you like to sleep?”
Ask someone who has crammed for his exams, slogged like hell and gave his paper with the fullest concentration…. Ask, “Hey, u plan to sleep later??”
Ask an Insomniac, “U wanna sleep?”

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Do you feel so frustrated at times…? Frustrated so much that you wish you wanna do something drastic??
Well, an advice for u then…don’t do it!
Instead just put on your favorite songs and chill off…
If that’s not possible, then go to a garden, beach or any calm place and just sit there and do nothing. Be lonely…
If u r frustrated at being lonely, acknowledge that fact 1st. Then use that time to understand yourself. You are been kept lonely for a specific reason; only thing is you just don’t know for what…
Introspect!!!
It isn’t guaranteed that you will bounce out of your phase… but at least you will understand why you are going through that phase. The solution to your problem then, of course, lies with you alone….
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Life is that weird sensation that we have to live with….
One of the best things said about life is nothing!
Life doesn’t wait for you to get time to get back on your feet.
Neither does anyone else’s….
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My friend had advised me when I was feeling very down….
“Don’t depend on others for your Happiness”

I add….

Don’t depend on others for your Happiness. No matter how large or small an influence they have on your life. You are a free entity, a free spirit. You were freed when you were born…

The most difficult thing in life is to let go of all attachments. I haven’t still let go of many of mine. Yet, I still try.

‘Fear is what keeps you prisoner; Hope is what sets you free’- Shawshank Redemption
Never a truer line!

Thank you my friend …. Ray of Light…
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“I would never bother you…
I would never promise to…
I will never follow you…
I will never bother you…
Never speak a word again…
I will crawl away for good…
I will move away from here…
You won't be afraid of fear…
No thought was put into this…
I always knew it would come to this…
Things have never been so swell…
And I have never felt so well!
Pain...
Pain...
Pain...
You know you're right…
You know you're right …
You know you're right…”

Cheers!!